Sunday, 9 February 2014

spirit of my life

One thing in life that helps me more than anything else, is to be grateful for what I do have in my life. When life starts knocking me down, I "choose" to put a smile on my face and think of all that God has blessed me with and how He watched over me through the darkest years of my life. Yes, the smile on my face doesn't mean my life is perfect, but it does mean that I have gratitude in my heart today. "Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity. Ultimately, can choose to let my past define me and confine me, or I can choose to learn, grow, and leave it behind. Just like the seasons, have the ability to change. In many ways, I already have, and never forget, however good or bad a situation is now, it will change. That’s the one thing can count on. So embrace it, and realize that change happens for a reason. It won’t always be easy or obvious at first, but in the end it will be worth it. Change is often resisted when it’s needed the most. Yet, if nothing ever changed there would be no sunrise the next morning. Most of us are comfortable where we are even though the whole universe is constantly changing around us. Learning to accept this is vital to our happiness and general success in life. Because only when we change, do we grow, and begin to see a world we never knew was possible.

There's no more wonderful feeling than to know that have purpose, that life has meaning, and every morning, can find a reason to say, “Yes, it’s going to be a beautiful day.” And every day, I find a reason to say, “Yes, it is a beautiful day.” And every night, I find a reason to say, “Yes, it was a beautiful day.” Then one day, I’ll look back and easily say, “Yes…It was a beautiful life.” I don’t know where life will take us from here. I don’t know what the next moment, the next hour or the next day is going to bring for us but I believe my journey has molded me for the greater good. It was exactly what needed to be. I am never think I've lost time, it just took each and every situation I encountered, to bring me to the ''now'' and now is right on time.

My God, there are so many things to do and I feel overwhelmed. I pray for the right perspective and a calm disposition that I may do all things with the right attitude at the right time.  
But I hope, I will not regret the things I have done nearly as much as the things you have left undone. It’s better to have a lifetime full of experiences and mistakes I learned from, rather than a heart full of regrets and empty dreams. Someday I will want to look back at my life and say, “I can’t believe I did that!. I believe the one who falls and gets up is so much stronger than the one who never fell and and also I believe we don't meet people by accident they are meant to cross our path for a reason. Don't regret knowing the people who came into our life. Good People give me happiness. Bad ones give experience. The worst ones give lessons and the best people give memories.

No matter how far I’ve come along in my journey, no matter how strong I’ve become, there will be times when I will get hurt. It may be my fault, it may be another, or it may be the result of something I cannot understand. In such times of difficulty and emotional pain, may I always have hope, believing I will rise again,,,,because part of getting to know ourselves is getting to know our shadows and weaknesses. Better say “Yes, I understand why things had to happen this way. I understand his reason for causing me pain. But mere understanding does not chase away the hurt. It does not call upon the sun when dark clouds have loomed over me. Let the rain come then if it must come! And let it wash away the dust that hurt my eyes.

I’ve asked myself the same questions, and of all the questions I’ve ever asked myself, this is one of the hardest indeed. And I must believe that all those who seek earnestly finds the answer that they seek. What it is that would make my life worthwhile and meaningful. It’s certainly not an easy journey, and it’s easier said than done. It may take even years for some, but take heart, and believe that it is never too late to find the answer you’re looking for. Change is never easy. And yet it seems, the only thing constant in this life is change. I am still in a journey, I am not yet home. I am still going to see some new places, climb new mountains, meet new friends, and get ready for new adventures. Am I  facing a new direction in life right now.

Hope is what keeps me alive without it I am lost and dead inside I know times come when there seems to be nothing to hope for but that is not so hope is a choice I make within my heart  so when dark times come upon  no matter how difficult it may be choose to have hope for without it, well what is there truly without hope, but a darkness that keeps us cold on the inside.  Life will never be perfect, no matter how hard try. Even if pour heart and soul into it,  will never have that perfection seek. There will always be broken hearts, there will always be days where nothing goes right. But  must accept and learn that even the most imperfect things will always be made better with love and laughter. A dream is a very important thing, it is like a seed one must plant and water and take care of so it can grow and bear fruit in time. When  find it, take care of it, protect it.

Tell,,,, what is the most difficult part of dreaming. Finding dream? Persisting in reaching for dream?  these are not the most difficult part it is that part when let go of the dream have worked so hard for, so can dare to dream another dream. Even the prettiest flower will die one day. It’s nature’s way of teaching .. that nothing lasts forever. Just remember "When you have nothing people play with you, when you are simple,,, people try to cheat you, when you have standards people call it attitude."

Do the difficult things while they are easy and do the great things while they are small. A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step. Much suffering, much unhappiness arises when you take each thought that comes into your head for the truth. Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray. Sun glows for a day, Candle for an hour, Matchstick for a minute, But a good day can glow forever, So start your day with a smile.."First do what is necessary, then do what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.

There are some people who put me down in life, mock my dreams, and challenge my personality, they look like winners. But in actual fact, they are only voicing out their insecurities and jealousy. I will not let them pull me down. Believe and accept myself and hold onto what  I believe in. When people hurt over and over, think of them like sand paper. They may scratch and hurt a bit, but in the end, end up polished and they end up useless.

And the last I just believe at difficult time, I know I am never alone because God is with me and He will do for me what other people could never do. He knows I better and His love is strong enough to embrace me in my deepest hurts. God always bless me.


Kutowinangung, February 9, 2014 16:50PM