Sunday, 19 January 2014

I can fly again,,,and higher


This heart ever got hurt
And even broke into pieces
And at that time
I can only sit between the pieces
I looked at one by one
With bowed head
With a teardrop
pain
painful
smarting
At that time, I was only able to collect the pieces
Without being able to rearrange again
The more painful sense of time want to shout
But just stuck in my heart,,,
Oh God,,,,
Is this the taste of heart pain
Very deep
really hurt

I can't believe, this happened to me
I never imagined this all before
The wound was so deep
I can't believe I'm having the worst time at that time
Am I able to stand
Am I able to rearrange the pieces
Oh God
I can't understand what happened to me at that time
love,
My love hurt me
Love made ​​me become so weak
At that time Love as though has destroyed my world
At that time
Yes,,, only at that time
I didn't think that I would be able to
I think I was really going to die
I just wanted to take a dagger or go to the brink

Really just death that I want that time
God,,, God oh God
I don't want anything
I want You take my soul
I want You take my life
I had no hope
I am weak and helpless
Love oh my love at that time
I really never expected
It ever been part  the story of my life
If at that time I didn't think about the night
about morning time
about rain
and about hope
May now I was buried
Died for love
Yes,,, night,,, night not always dark
The morning will always replace the dark night

Rain will immediately go and rainbow will come
All will change
There is hope in the future
If I don't expect this to happen
I also have the hope to be able to smash all of these
I have God
And I believe this is his plan
The storm will soon be gone
And really it's all true
Take a long breath, with closed eyes
I was able to convince
It's just a story that will adorn my life
Do not let it continue to be a long story
Stop
Pick up the pieces and rearrange again
Wipe tears and smile
Trying to feel I became more stronger
I feel my life more nuanced
Yes,,,,, don't die
Don't ever think about it

Go to the edge of abyss
Just to shout
Shout,,,, "I can,,,,,"
Look at the sky
There were birds flying freely in the sky
Feel liberty of them
Feel flap their wings
That could bring it to fly higher
Among blistering and storm
Yes,,, and please look at me,,, my love
Love which was almost killed me
I'm still here
I can smile again
My heart which in pieces
Now has been re-arranged with a beautifully
I was able to go through the hard times
And I could go back to my life
Which ever I waste it because of you oh my love
Now look at me my love

You almost killed me,,, my love
But I didn't die because of you
The only hope now
Hopefully this doesn't happen to you
Because I'm not sure you are able survive like me
Thank you for leaving me
Thanks for all the sense which ever you give it to me
Thank you for making me became stronger
Thanks because of your love I have a story for today
Thank God
My love has made a valuable lesson for me
Thank for create my love story
Now I want like the birds in the sky
Flying high and never look back again

Kutowinangun, January 19, 2014 19:30 PM

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