difficult time has passed

see
so beautiful sun shine
The earth was warm in the arms of the morning
birdsong
flowers are blooming

smiles greet the morning that is so incredible
I closed my eyes for a moment
I whispered to myself
"THANK YOU GOD FOR ALL THIS BEAUTY"
thanks I was given a longer time to enjoy it all
although in the tip of my heart is tucked word "but,,,,"
never mind
I don't care
I really just want to continue to enjoy the day
with the sun
with my heart injured

yes,,,,
though this was so heavy
so difficult
really let it be
I couldn't to have my love
and I was kneeling with head bowed
with an abundance of hope
and maybe that's the stupidest thing I've ever done
because my love is not the slightest budging
ignore
elapsed
and leave me alone
there is silence
tears flowed so flat
for a moment my sense dead
eyes closed, lips quivering
The face becomes wet
,,,,, and akhhh 

why I come back thinking about that time
when I was with the beauty of the morning

let it be all elapsed
I just want to continue my days even without you
I believe that one day my love will meet longing
and when that time arrives
I'm no longer kneel
even I could only smile to you
and I want to show
see,,, I'm still here, standing strong
and don't you ask "how is I am ..."
,,,,,,,,, "I am okay"
season and my love could fall
but not with life and my days
my love for you is never over
but you're not mine
and I'm not your destiny
I'm back with the sun smiling
and with hug of the month I was back asleep
accompanied by thousands of stars
my hope is shining again
thank God
You save me from a difficult time 

Friday, November 29 20013 23:33PM