When I ask to my God,,,,,,,why there should be a tear if a smile is enough to make happy, why there must be sadness if happiness is better,,,,,Why God, why must struggles in life.Why there should be pain, why there should be a betrayal, why should there hypocrisy God. Sometimes this step very droop,.....Sometimes I smile even laugh, but all of it will soon be replaced with a cry,,,, again and again,.....I don't regret or disappointment,, just ask,,,not more.
If life is simple I will try to do it with a simple with my way and always on Your guide my God. I Ever become not myself, I Ever had happiness and lost it all, i ever had resentment with something bad, hatred, despair, I ever had a lot of love and lost at all, I ever been in black and white and from the second colors it was I understand....color like a rainbow is more beautiful, more nuanced....though only come once in a while but it was really incredible,,,,,,and the last I just want be person who is always smiling and loves to laugh.,,,,if people around me falling down,,i will be right there to pick them up,,,,,,,,i will try always says sorry , even if it's not my fault,,,even if I'm is feeling like the scum of the earth,i will never let you know .this is me who is afraid of love because i was already lost so much.
Kutowinangun, 20 November 2013 10:48 PM
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