The night was so cold rain splashing dancing, singing melodious stifle my lonely,,,, trying to restore all my memory about my past about today, yesterday and the last, all have passed with time.
Story all the joy and sorrow really can not go back and I'm still with my anxiety, I still can't find something that makes me feel more meaningful.
I'm still looking and keep looking for loopholes to try to find what I really want to find in my life
I ever had panic, I ever got tears I ever smile and I ever gave up,,, all I've ever tasted and I can only thank you for it all. In the dark of night with the moon and stars I tried to reflect on all of my stories, with the sun I tried to re-knit my story, with pouring rain I wish all my stories keep changing colorful like a rainbow. Only in my heart,,, and through writing I just want to shed a sense, play of words and sentences fuse, not more just to entertain myself to make me a little better and just to make me able to survive
I could not continuously borrow my friend's shoulder I won't my best friend has always been my sighing listener any time enough when I'm happy,,,, I will convey to best friend.
Life and of life only simple but we have to fight hard to continue to survive or we will be defeated and eliminated from life many ways and each of us has a different way but we have the same goals, we just want to happiness,,,,, none of us expect sadness and tears,,,,as well as me, I never want to to cry I don't want have sorrow,,,,,but it seems that is impossible i must feel the pain to feel how wonderful of happiness,,,,,, and I had to have time to cry so that I can feel how beautiful smile, and I just have to figure out how I can get through it all, how can I make it's all be balanced in my life.
Not need to laugh just smile when receiving happiness,,,,,enough to cry to myself when have disappointed
should not be excessive to feel something, because in the end it will all pass and constantly changing
and would only be a story , would only be a mirror for the future,and i only need ready and able to accept every story in every change no more, I just wish I could always accept all the changes with a big heart. I've got a way to live my life and I just want to stick with my way
might be wrong but I have my way of trying to trying to be a good
I haven't same manner with the other and I believe that others also have a different way to the other,....
we all have different ways and we enough just respect each other that the difference is no more.
This is one of a thousand survive the way I have lots of friends, always smiling, always pray for God's blessing, asking that has always shown the way and it's a good thing and write.
Write just to motivate myself no more and hopes to motivate others so that they understand they are not alone God not only gives you "something" alone God gave all events to allwe've all ever felt the difficulty
we've all ever felt a happiness
we ever tears when we must cry
we ever smile when we must laugh
we ever feel become a stupidest human before be a clever human
we never feel all that exists in this world own
all once part of the sense of taste
I just think,,,,,said to myself, it is not enough to set me free of the situation what I was experiencing, I see or I feel,... with writing as my way might not mean anything to anyone else but remember we each have ways and when others not agree with the way we are , , , , , we also do not necessarily agree with the way other people and we are need just silence and continue to try to survive by our respective ways .Even though we live for togetherness but actually we should strive to keep ourselves can complement each other. Receive shortage of around us and you could say "great" with the advantages that you have
a person who is not naive is a bit difficult , but we can try and sometimes we would be very whiny in certain situations then suddenly become someone who feels so great when other people are not able to do what we are doing even though it's very simple .My write today is just about what I'm thinking right now and probably will be different again , because I was a human being in general, which always have a story and a story that any different.However I just try to be myself and try to accept myself before anyone else could accept me .
Story all the joy and sorrow really can not go back and I'm still with my anxiety, I still can't find something that makes me feel more meaningful.
I'm still looking and keep looking for loopholes to try to find what I really want to find in my life
I ever had panic, I ever got tears I ever smile and I ever gave up,,, all I've ever tasted and I can only thank you for it all. In the dark of night with the moon and stars I tried to reflect on all of my stories, with the sun I tried to re-knit my story, with pouring rain I wish all my stories keep changing colorful like a rainbow. Only in my heart,,, and through writing I just want to shed a sense, play of words and sentences fuse, not more just to entertain myself to make me a little better and just to make me able to survive
I could not continuously borrow my friend's shoulder I won't my best friend has always been my sighing listener any time enough when I'm happy,,,, I will convey to best friend.
Life and of life only simple but we have to fight hard to continue to survive or we will be defeated and eliminated from life many ways and each of us has a different way but we have the same goals, we just want to happiness,,,,, none of us expect sadness and tears,,,,as well as me, I never want to to cry I don't want have sorrow,,,,,but it seems that is impossible i must feel the pain to feel how wonderful of happiness,,,,,, and I had to have time to cry so that I can feel how beautiful smile, and I just have to figure out how I can get through it all, how can I make it's all be balanced in my life.
Not need to laugh just smile when receiving happiness,,,,,enough to cry to myself when have disappointed
should not be excessive to feel something, because in the end it will all pass and constantly changing
and would only be a story , would only be a mirror for the future,and i only need ready and able to accept every story in every change no more, I just wish I could always accept all the changes with a big heart. I've got a way to live my life and I just want to stick with my way
might be wrong but I have my way of trying to trying to be a good
I haven't same manner with the other and I believe that others also have a different way to the other,....
we all have different ways and we enough just respect each other that the difference is no more.
This is one of a thousand survive the way I have lots of friends, always smiling, always pray for God's blessing, asking that has always shown the way and it's a good thing and write.
Write just to motivate myself no more and hopes to motivate others so that they understand they are not alone God not only gives you "something" alone God gave all events to allwe've all ever felt the difficulty
we've all ever felt a happiness
we ever tears when we must cry
we ever smile when we must laugh
we ever feel become a stupidest human before be a clever human
we never feel all that exists in this world own
all once part of the sense of taste
I just think,,,,,said to myself, it is not enough to set me free of the situation what I was experiencing, I see or I feel,... with writing as my way might not mean anything to anyone else but remember we each have ways and when others not agree with the way we are , , , , , we also do not necessarily agree with the way other people and we are need just silence and continue to try to survive by our respective ways .Even though we live for togetherness but actually we should strive to keep ourselves can complement each other. Receive shortage of around us and you could say "great" with the advantages that you have
a person who is not naive is a bit difficult , but we can try and sometimes we would be very whiny in certain situations then suddenly become someone who feels so great when other people are not able to do what we are doing even though it's very simple .My write today is just about what I'm thinking right now and probably will be different again , because I was a human being in general, which always have a story and a story that any different.However I just try to be myself and try to accept myself before anyone else could accept me .
Saturday, November 16, 2013 12.00AM
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